"Better a fallen rocket than never a burst of light."
~ Tom Stoppard, The Invention of Love

Monday, August 12, 2019

Top Five Songs: The Last Five Years

This was my first Jason Robert Brown show, and every time I return to the cast album, I’m reminded of how much I love the music.  The show’s nonlinear narrative is of course its most distinguishing characteristic, and some of the songs take advantage of that device, but they’re also just an excellent collection of melodic character pieces in their own right.  Although the musical only has 14 songs in it, I had a hard time narrowing it down to a Top Five – here’s what I came up with (spoilers.)

“Shiksa Goddess” – This is a fun introduction to Jamie, back at the beginning, on his first date with Cathy and completely thrilled.  His over-the-top joy at being with a shiksa goddess is a hoot, contrasted with the many, many things he’d overlook on behalf of that.

Best lyric:  “If you had a tattoo, that wouldn’t matter. / If you had a shaved head, that’d be cool. / If you came from Spain or Japan or the back of a van - / Just as long as you’re not from Hebrew school.”

“A Miracle Would Happen / When You Come Home to Me” – Jamie’s newfound struggle after marriage, finding himself seemingly beset upon by obliging women “who wouldn’t give [him] the time of day before.”  It’s an interesting song, showing Jamie’s temptation, frustration with the situation, and denial about his difficulties in overcoming this “challenge.”  The repetitious “but it’s fine, it’s fine, it’s fine” is ironic when we already know that he goes on to cheat on Cathy.

Best lyric:  “I will be there, ripe and crawling, / If fucking Random House stops calling. / Don’t lose faith, / Don’t get down, / Don’t despair - / I’ll be there.”

“Climbing Uphill” – Interspersed among snippets of Cathy’s standard audition song is the litany of thoughts that race through her head as she tries to convince casting directors she’s worth hiring.  From nitpicking her clothing choices to planning the rest of her day to trying to will the directors to see her potential, this is a number with a lot of personality and probably the inner monologue of many a struggling actress.

Best lyric:  “I will not be the girl who gets asked how it feels / To be trotting along in the genius’s heels. / I will not be the girl who requires a man to get by.”

“I Can Do Better Than That” – This is a nice, bouncy number in which Cathy reflects, first on the experiences of a friend, and then on her own, thinking about her life and what she can make for herself.  I like that it’s optimistic while recounting some less-than-sanguine stuff, and I love the recurrence of the “you and you and nothing but you” sequence from “See I’m Smiling” – the melody and a number of the lyrics are the same, but the meaning is completely different.

Best lyric:  “Think of what’s great about me and you. / Think of the bullshit we’ve both been through. / Think of what’s past / Because we can do / Better. / We can do better. / We can do better than that.”

“Nobody Needs to Know” – What a gut-punch of a song.  Jamie, on the morning after with a woman who isn’t his wife, tries to rationalize what he’s just done.  As he prepares to return to Cathy and pretend nothing has changed, he builds a box in which to put his infidelity.  He starts measured and detached, but the song grows to a gradual frenzy, slips back into gentleness, and then returns for one more punch – ow…

Best lyric:  “All right – the panic recedes. / All right – everyone bleeds. / All right – I get what I need. / And nobody needs / To know…”

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