*Premise spoilers, including one vague spoiler
about Joel Fry’s presence in the film*
One morning near the start of Joel Fry-days, I watched the
trailers for all his movies to get a feel for them. The End We Start From
was definitely one of the ones that piqued my interest the most, even as the
trailer left me speculating that there wouldn’t actually be much of Joel Fry in
it. A beautiful, brutal, very human film.
An expectant mother gives birth on the day her world turns
upside down. London is being hit with torrential flooding, and as soon as she’s
discharged from the hospital, the woman, her husband, and their new baby have
to get out of the city. They search for safety and shelter across a swiftly
changing landscape where people are growing angry and afraid, clinging to what
they have.
(Side note: the main character is credited on IMDb simply
as the Woman, while all the other characters are credited with a single
initial.)
It’s technically a disaster movie, maybe even an apocalypse
movie, but it doesn’t exactly feel like that. Instead, it feels like a moving
character drama in which one woman struggles to hold onto herself as she fights
to keep herself and her baby alive. It’s a climate change film that focuses
mainly on the human toll—not just lives lost in the disaster itself, but lives
lost, altered, and upended in the aftermath. With people fleeing London in
droves, the towns and villages on higher ground are closing their entry roads.
There are too many people with too few resources, and there are so many with
nowhere to go.
In this sense, one thing I really like about this movie is
how it opens on these characters who don’t realize how much their world is
about to change. There’s a lot of talk about people who left London too late,
those who either couldn’t get out or had nowhere left to turn when they did
leave. In the hospital, the Woman is confused to learn that they can’t go home,
and her husband R simply tells her, “The whole street’s gone.” It’s a slow
realization that this isn’t merely rain, then that it’s not a matter of simply
driving north to R’s parents’ house, then that this isn’t just a question of
finding somewhere to wait out the floodwaters for the short term.
The film is directed by Mahalio Belo, who did Requiem
(and who cast Joel Fry in the Persuasion adaptation that was
taken from us too soon!!) She doesn’t shy away from the bleakness of the story
while still capturing beauty and connection. This is a movie that is just so
full of human moments, whether it’s the Woman sharing a laugh with another new
mother she meets in a shelter, sharing a meal and a dance with a fellow
traveler, or breaking down in tears while she’s playing peekaboo with baby Zeb.
“Where am I, Zeb?” she asks, trying to maintain her singsongy mommy voice even
as she cries. “I don’t know.” Amid all the devastation, we’re shown points of
light, both in the Woman’s present and in the sunlit flashes of her memories.
Even though they’re very different films, I found myself
reminded a little of Wander Darkly. Both are very grounded
depictions of a woman’s extraordinary journey (physical and/or emotional,) both
present the central relationship with such a soft intimacy, and both are very
exquisitely shot. I can imagine that this one will stick with me for quite a
while, much like Wander Darkly has.
Jodie Comer is just excellent as the Woman. Her performance
is so real and human, by turns naive, heartbreaking, and hopeful, surprisingly
funny in moments and quietly courageous in others. The movie features plenty of
other fine British actors, including Nina Sosanya and Mark Strong as R’s
parents, Katherine Waterston as the Woman’s new friend in the shelter, and
Benedict Cumberbatch as a man whose path briefly crosses with hers.
Joel Fry plays R. In the trailer, the only shots of him
seemed to be flashbacks, so while it was clear that he was playing Comer’s
lover/spouse, I had my suspicions that he was either 1) dead, and the movie was
about her having to move forward on her own or 2) separated from her, and the
movie was about her attempt to find her way back to him. One of those is sort
of right (for the sake of spoilers, I won’t say which one,) but he’s actually
in more of the movie than I expected. While Fry’s role eventually switches over
to mainly flashback appearances, the Woman and R are together for about the
first 40 minutes of the film. I still would’ve liked more, obviously, but I
100% get why this becomes a story of the Woman trying to keep herself and Zeb
safe on her own. And since I’d prepared myself for not much of Fry at all, I
consider the amount of screentime we do get from him to be kind of a
bonus!
This is such a lovely performance. Sticking with the theme
of “characters who don’t realize they’re in the opening of a
disaster/apocalypse movie,” R basks in the wonder of being a new father and
tells the Woman how amazing she is. When the nurse advises her to try to pee
and she’s able to, R beams down at the baby and cries, “She did it!” in a sweet,
admiring tone. He’s reassuring as they flee the city and mildly bickers with
his dad over whether or not they should have seen this coming. At night, he
cuddles with the Woman in his childhood bedroom, and during the day, he makes
cute faces while he plays with Zeb.
But as the characters start to realize the enormity of what
they’re dealing with, R is hit hard. Although I won’t spoil the details,
they’re forced to recalibrate their plan right on the heels of an incredibly
traumatic experience for him. Fry does a beautiful job with these scenes: the
Woman asking if he wants to talk about it and R admitting he can’t, R sitting
in the tub hugging his knees to his chest, R choking back tears as he insists
that he can be the one to undertake something risky that directly echoes with
the source of his trauma. It’s deeply affecting to watch him go from a kind,
gentle rock to a terrified, beaten-down man who thinks he’s failing his
family—still kind and gentle, but so battered. Just fantastic work here.
Accent Watch
Southern British English.
Recommend?
In General – Yes. It can be a bit
slow at times, in that indie-drama way, but I thought this film was wonderfully
done.
Joel Fry – Yes! Even if I was left
wanting a lot more of R, Fry turns in such a strong performance here.
Warnings
Strong thematic elements, violence, language,
drinking/smoking, and brief sexual content.